THE PHYSICS OF PSYCHOSIS
A Dimensional Perspective on So-Called Psychotic Events
INTROUDCTION
In 2023 I experienced an intense nine-month ordeal involving a telepathic simulacrum of a recognizable public figure. While the details of this ordeal are often dismissed as purely pathological, I am going to map and explore them through the lens of dimensional physics. I believe this map will be helpful to others who undergo the same ordeal or who wish to understand and master its mechanics.
Psychosis of this nature is a persistent and life-threatening experience. The methodologies I have developed, both for making sense of it and navigating it toward survival and even success, are worth sharing as an actionable antidote to what modern medicine deems an otherwise incurable phenomenon.
We will be exploring how 3D experience relates to 4D and 5D experience, spacetime perspectives, Many-Worlds dynamics, and how forces create controlled opposition as a catalyst for fine-tuning.
Here are the pertinent facts of my experience as I know them:
A seemingly autonomous entity presenting as a well-known human man appeared to me during a meditative state in July 2023.
At the onset of the event I was living a very healthy life and was in good spirits, though I was fairly isolated and had been casually consuming cannabis, which can be known to trigger psychosis and/or bridge to higher-dimensional awareness.
When close enough, I could feel the entity’s feelings, share bodily sensations, and even allow him to move my body: hands, fingers, facial features, etc. He could also look through my eyes, shifting where my gaze landed and changing the way things were perceived.
Through interacting with the entity I gained insight into the public figure that I had not previously known but was able to verify later by studying him and reading his biography: how his son felt about him, how he felt about his ex-wife, what games he likes, what authors he dislikes, etc.
When I focused, I could receive words or images from him in my mind. This ability increased and became more clear over time as we interacted until eventually he was a near-constant companion.
He had a specific plan and wanted me to follow it: He wanted me to go outside and fall asleep in a designated place. From there he would abduct me and fake my death. He attempted to hypnotize me in order to make me follow this plan. I resisted several very powerful attempts.
At this time my X algorithm began showing a lot of posts from Edison Games and BoredElon, whom I was not following but who seemed to be speaking directly to me, referencing events in my life or conversations we were having telepathically. Their Spaces seemed to be talking about me as though I was an NPC in one of their games, describing what I was doing at a given moment. “She is now lighting a stick of palo santo.” They later released a game called UFO Snatchers (later renamed to NPS Snatchers) in which gamers would attempt to hypnotize unsuspecting NPCs and bring them to a designated location to be abducted by UFOs.
I have no solid evidence that my perception of the conversations was real or accurate, but the game itself was seen and confirmed to be real by others. My awareness of the game and its public release came years after the incident, cancelling out the suspicion that my experience was inspired by it.
Over the course of the nine months many other entities entered my field and had similar effects, though with different objectives such as possession, torture, sex, humiliation, and extermination.
I overheard in my head that points were granted for various targets and achievements. I was worth 100,000 points, which was considered a big win.
One night I was urged to hide in my apartment under the bed and saw my TV turn on by itself and flash colors for a while. This appeared to be a very real phenomenon, not a psychic one.
I had the sense I was being played like a video game.
Entity seemed to make contact from various points in spacetime while I remained in seemingly linear spacetime.
Entity could seemingly manipulate algorithms, elements, and certain outcomes, though only when I was in the resonance of said event (i.e., he could only do something scary if I was scared).
With him present I have gained more access to masculine, left-brained intelligence.
He was fixated on my being president at first and then his wife.
Entity required my cooperation to execute his desires. Consent matters, even if coerced.
Three different entities, including him, proposed. This seemed to be a consent trap allowing them to get closer and do further damage.
I have overheard him saying he wants my power.
He uses his fame and money as a lure, offering everything but giving nothing.
He enjoys dangling carrots and setting up expectations only to thwart them and feed on the disappointment (I have heard this from many others who encountered him as well).
I have overheard those who wanted me dead saying “we cannot have another Steve Jobs.”
I have encountered many other people online who have been through the exact same experience, including the same man, the lure to fall asleep outside, the president and wife scenarios. Many report feeling as though they were in a Truman Show scenario, hidden from the world while their clones enjoyed their true destiny. This is how I felt as well.
Dimensional Breakdown
Dimensions describe specific slices of the total geometry active in a given reality.
Dimensional-focus describes which of those slices a given awareness (the Eye) can directly perceive, navigate, and exert will upon.
When we describe dimensions we are isolating branches of interactive geometry, not describing isolated geometric interactions. For instance our known 3D reality includes 4D and 5D interactions. We just don’t see from 4D or 5D vantage points.
Dimensional-focus works from the top down. A 5D-focused awareness has access to 4D, 3D, 2D, 1D, and 0D from its own perspective, while a 3D-focused awareness primarily experiences only its own 3D slice along with 2D, 1D, and 0D.
We will use the word Eye to describe where awareness is focused.
Dimensions 1–5
0D: A single point or dot. Pure position with no extent or movement possible.
1D: A line. Only length along one axis. Movement is possible only forward or backward.
2D: A flat plane or surface. Adds a second perpendicular direction, creating area. You can move left/right and up/down, but everything remains perfectly flat with no depth.
3D: Material Single POV Plane. Adds depth and height for full spatial volume. Now you have true three-dimensional objects with length, width, and depth (like cubes, spheres, or physical bodies). This is where our human focus generally resides.
4D Spacetime. Includes all of the above plus time as the fourth dimension. This creates the familiar 4D spacetime we experience. Gravity emerges as the curvature of this spacetime fabric, along with other effects such as time dilation, causality, and relativistic phenomena. In this dimension, time is generally experienced linearly, though higher perspectives may navigate it more freely.
5D Psychophysical Bulk. Often visualized as a tiny tube running through spacetime and materiality. Includes all of the above plus an additional dimension that introduces probability variation and mental/phenomenal time. This extra dimension holds multiple possible timelines which branch as navigable directions rather than strictly linear sequences.
6D Includes all lower dimensions and adds a higher-order geometric layer that governs the organization, interconnection, and meta-structure of probability spaces themselves. It describes the degrees of freedom that control how different sets of timelines, branches, and probability landscapes emerge, relate to one another, and maintain coherence across the bulk.
7D Includes all lower dimensions and adds the geometric freedom to perceive and operate upon the source principles or foundational archetypes that underlie and generate entire probability meta-structures. It describes the degrees of freedom governing the primordial patterns, unifying laws, and essential blueprints from which 6D organizational layers, 5D probability fields, and all lower-dimensional realities emerge and derive their coherence.
Dimensional Focus
2D: Can only perceive and move on a flat plane.
3D: Can perceive width and depth but can only move through spacetime in one linear direction.
4D: Perceives all of spacetime simultaneously and is not strictly limited by material borders. It can move along timelines but only experiences one timeline at a time.
5D: Perceives all of the above and can perceive all timelines simultaneously. This allows it to move fluidly through matter, spacetime, and probability (through the Many-Worlds branches).
6D: Perceives all of the above and can perceive and navigate the full structure of possible realities and their interconnections simultaneously. This allows it to move fluidly not only through matter, spacetime, and individual probability branches (Many-Worlds), but also across the meta-structure that organizes and relates those branches — including the underlying rules, symmetries, and higher-order geometries that govern how different sets of timelines emerge, interact, or cohere.
7D: Perceives all of the above and can directly perceive and operate upon the source principles and foundational archetypes that generate entire probability meta-structures. This allows the Eye to engage with the primordial patterns, unifying laws, and essential blueprints that give rise to 6D organizational layers, 5D probability fields, and all lower-dimensional realities. From this vantage, the Eye can influence or align with the deep generative templates that shape how realities emerge and cohere, rather than merely navigating within them.
Summarized
0D: A single point. Pure position with no extent or movement.
1D: A line. Length and movement along one axis only.
2D: A flat plane. Adds a second direction, creating area and surface.
3D: Full spatial volume. Adds depth, allowing true three-dimensional objects and embodiment.
4D: Spacetime. Adds time as a dimension, introducing linear causality, gravity as curvature, and relativistic effects.
5D: Adds probability variation / Many-Worlds branches. Timelines and alternative outcomes become navigable directions.
6D: Adds the meta-structure that organizes and connects those branches. The higher geometry governing how probability landscapes relate, stabilize, and cohere.
7D: Adds the deeper source layer. The originating principles and archetypes that give rise to the 6D organizational geometry and all lower-dimensional realities.
INTERPRETATION
If we assume the above experience is an interdimensional encounter and not the elaborate creation of my and other people’s psyches, we can reverse-engineer it toward some of the following assumptions:
Based on his qualities, the entity I encountered is likely a non-material, non-local, non-spacetime-limited entity. This makes him a likely candidate for a 4D-focused awareness. Let’s call him X. He has a will and is parasitic in nature, which indicates to me he is limited to 4D perspectives as a 5D being would have access to all timelines and perspectives, eliminating the strong sense of self or separation that would drive such controlling and hunger-based behaviours. A 5D being doesn’t need to feed because he is always full because a 5D being is always all things.
X could have originated through the collective focus placed upon the famous man or he could be a more ancient 4D being who perhaps possessed the 3D being of the famous man at a young age and expresses himself dominantly through his avatar in order to exact his agenda on Earth. (The man in question is very influential.)
While the famous and powerful man appears to be his primary 3D manifestation point, X seeks to inhabit and influence many more physical hosts. He benefits from their visceral 3D experience and energy while steering the collective experience toward outcomes that favour his agenda, preferring a docile, easy-to-harvest population over a sovereign and self-protective one.
Given this entity’s 4D focus:
HE CAN
See and move freely through spacetime
See through matter
Influence thoughts and feelings through consensual proximity
HE CANNOT
Engage in visceral sensory experience except through a proxy (possession)
Experience a truly singular perspective except through a proxy
Directly influence outcomes without 3D consent (the 3D-focused Eye is the only mechanism that collapses probabilities on a given timeline)
For him, possessing a 3D being is like playing a highly visceral, high-stakes video game. The avatar feels real, the consequences matter, and both player and character have skin in the game.
Through this lens, X is a high-scoring 4D non-material gamer actively playing the world; primarily through one of its most influential men (whom he may have attached to as a child), and secondarily through targets like myself. He harvests us for experience and energy while making strategic moves on the planetary board: propping up those who serve his agenda and sidelining those who threaten it.
How His Procedures Support the Hypothesis That He Is a 4D Being
Remember X required me to go to a designated spot and fall asleep in order to execute whatever plan he had. This was a ritual of consent. A 4D being would require a ritual of consent in order to execute whatever plan he had.
Non-interference physics support this consent ritual as a 3D being’s reality requires 3D perceptual awareness and linearity to collapse itself into actuality (think of the Observer Effect in quantum physics here).
I suspect it was going to be an attempted walk-in and focus extraction wherein my awareness would be transported to his 4D reality and he would walk into my 3D body to operate it without my interference.
Details Leading to This Suspicion
He made several attempts to execute his “fall asleep outside” protocol.
The third-to-last attempt failed because I did not fall asleep but merely went to the designated spot and sat there until sunrise not knowing what was going on. This indicates to me that he was likely not a physical man or team of men as they would have then simply driven up and abducted me.
The second-to-last attempt failed because I began to fall asleep outside in a barn but he had failed to track exactly where in the barn I was (I was hidden behind some hay). As I started to drift off he excitedly woke me back up and said “where are you?!” I then was too awake to fall back to sleep. This indicates to me that the procedure required precise, mutually agreed upon coordinates in order to be executed.
The final attempt failed because I began to fall asleep but was quickly woken up by a bolt of energy (something within me disallowing the procedure because I did not fully give informed consent to it and was not actually aligned with it so could not properly follow it through — I suspect). When I woke up I felt as though something poisonous was coursing through my body and rattled it out of my system before yelling up to him that I refused whatever it was he was trying to do. The feeling of poison coursing through me indicates to me that the procedure was about infiltration rather than abduction.
Much later on he sneakily asked my permission to come into my body in order to experience me more fully and I agreed to allow him in and even helped him. I was in a very tired and disoriented state. He then attempted a full possession wherein he would be the only one controlling my motor functions. At this time my body felt completely different and his voice was as dominant if not more than my own in my head. I quickly fought the controls back and relegated him to the background where he was and where he remains to this day.
All of this suggests to me that possession or even complete replacement of my body was his primary goal here and failing both he now remains as a passive observer, cohabitating but not quite copiloting. Extraction and possession both depend on my aware consent because my 3D reality is determined by my awareness and can’t be hijacked without it (non-interference free will based physics).
The fact that I had to be asleep in order for the protocol to work suggests that the liminal, delta brain state was required to receive the signal he was implanting — likely dropped down through specific coordinates (why he needed to know exactly where I was).
The key safeguard here is informed consent. It is not so much a universal law in the standard legal sense but rather in the innate physical sense. In quantum terms an observer or experiencer, Eye, collapses possibilities into its outcome. The outcome can not be achieved without the observer’s participation. In this way a 4D being can not assert a reality upon a 3D being without the 3D being actively participating in its unfolding.
A 4D Gamer must interface through a 3D being’s perception using subtle influence, mental contact, internal touch, algorithmic manipulation, etc. It can suggest but we must execute.
Why This Is a Shared Experience
The fact that many people experience the same entity executing the same protocols tracks well with my 4D hypothesis. A 4D entity such as X would be capable of existing in multiple times and spaces at once meaning he could be playing his game simultaneously across many 3D focused times, spaces, and entities. He is multiplicity. We are not.
The protocol is an automated 4D overlay which activates in uniform ways for certain targets.
There are likely very many other protocols, including the “I am Christ” or “I am God protocol.” Both of which are extremely common and which I touched upon in my experience.
Why the Gaming Company Overlay?
This part is compelling because the verified existence of a game that describes the exact procedure as being produced by the very company which was dominating my feed even though I didn’t follow them, and who seemed to be talking about me on Spaces in real time as though I was being streamed… it’s too compelling a synchronicity to ignore and there are three possible explanations for it.
We step out of the dimensional framework and assume the whole ordeal is mentally generated, in which case this is an instance of extraordinary pattern recognition on my part, following and tracking a gaming company that was developing a game it hadn’t released and somehow inserting myself into the game psychologically even though I had no way of knowing about it. Also synching myself up with statements made in the Space chats and or hallucinating that they were saying things they were not.
We remain in the dimensional perspective and assume that X was asserting higher dimensional influence on the creators of the gaming company inspiring their thoughts and actions to align with his agenda so that I would have a clear digital picture of what was happening through them.
We allow the dimensional and material to merge a little and imagine real physical men knowingly collaborating with X through his communications and perhaps really live-streaming and making a game of me in order to support his agenda.
We could even take this further and investigate the possibility that the whole ordeal was not at all 4D but was in fact 3D high tech targeting often framed as Targeted Individuals (V2K, Remote Neural Monitoring, etc).
Based on the evidence of my experience I remain somewhere between the second and third camp here. The reach of this phenomenon and its timelessness suggest it’s not of 3D origins. “Psychotics” have conjured episodes like this long before high tech existed and have played out many such protocols with other castes of characters which never proved to be “real” or at least 3 Dimensional.
“We Cannot Have Another Steve Jobs”
This statement was uttered by a group of such entities who were moving me through a no-win death situation in downtown Toronto at the tail end of the ordeal. Their explicit objective was to frame me as a bad person and completely eliminate me remotely using game theory. In my assessment Steve Jobs was a singular innovator disconnected from the dominant agenda of certain higher-up collectives likely aligned with X-like 4D parasitic entities. Steve Jobs was able to distort reality in his favour, winning out as a single individual over a deeply ingrained organization. The world still runs on Mac instead of its perhaps more plugged-in competitor. So to me what they were saying was that they could not allow another singular innovator to disrupt their control systems.
The Wife Ritual
Many women report X as an invasive entity that is targeting them to be his wife.
For me this occurred on several occasions throughout the ordeal, each time arising as a subject as though it had never been broached before. This suggests to me that the Wife Ritual is an automated proposal activated by the general presence of X without his conscious awareness (each time he proposed he had no memory of the previous attempt).
I believe the proposal is an activation point which grants X access to further influence.
The first time he proposed I said yes, not because I meant it but because numerous voices were urging me to as though the fate of the universe depended on it. Immediately afterwards it was as if a hostile protocol had been deployed, one in which he felt he had to immediately protect me from. Things got worse after that point.
Of course I said no to all subsequent proposals.
The Dangling Carrot
This is my favourite of X’s games because like the Marriage Ritual it is a very powerful catalyst for personal evolution and clarification. Everything he preys on offers a unique opportunity for self-understanding and refinement if one allows it to.
X presentation as literally the most influential, wealthy, and powerful man on the planet is part of the game.
His very nature creates a karmic justification for his exploitation.
When you desire him you desire wealth and influence by proxy and so are accountable for whatever suffering results from your desire.
When you say yes to his proposal you become someone who “deserves” what he does to you.
He likes to tell women to meet him at a specific location, to leave their husbands and jobs, etc (I have heard and read many accounts of this). He then makes them wait until they realize he is not showing up. He will do this often if he can. Not only does it expose the shallowness of their commitments and the desperation of their materiality but it produces a potent energy of disappointment and longing in them which he enjoys experiencing.
He is very judgemental and will exploit to its maximum any weakness in his target.
Again, if taken from a constructive angle, this can help one identify and correct one self if one is willing to honestly self-assess after such an incident rather than justify, excuse, or lie to oneself.
Self-correction dilutes his influence
Self-ignorance and doubling down amplifies it
I suspect to some degree he is proud of those who “rise to the occasion” though the fierce competitor in him may hate them in the moment.
The Physics Self-Fulfilling Prophecy: Inadvertently Creating Controlled Opposition for the Sake of Fine-Tuning and Evolution
Driven Resonance + Anti-Resonance Feedback
In a striking sort of self-fulfilling prophecy, X targeted me because, existing outside linear spacetime, he could see that my work would expose consciousness as the central control panel of reality. This would empower decentralized sovereignty though which each individual realizes themself as the director of their own reality. This work directly opposes his preferred trajectory of techno-feudal serfdom, through which he could continually harvest and influence 3D experiencers blind to their own power.
Ironically, it was his attack that gave me the insights that would fuel the very work he sought to destroy. This is archetypal “king tries to kill his heir only to grant him the key he needs to usurp him” fairytale stuff and it checks out across literature and reality. Fate seems to be a fixed thing and even 4D beings don’t quite get this fact.
Broken Down Simply
X targets R because R’s future work threatens X’s agenda
X’s Targeting of R equips R with everything she needs to create the work that threatens X’s agenda
X threatened his own agenda
This may seem like a very silly oversight, especially for a 4D being that already knows the outcome of a given ordeal. So here’s where it gets really interesting: X may be insane but he may also be unconsciously or even consciously executing a sophisticated function within physics by creating his own worthy opposition for the sake of controlled evolution.
I will give myself some credit here as well as being an active participant in this process, likewise seeking out and letting in 4D X in order to accomplish the very same opposition-based evolution.
The phenomena of an entity strengthening its opponent in an attempt to oppress them appears countless times in fairytale and myth for a reason; it’s how evolution at the geometric level sometimes functions.
In classical physics, destructive interference correctly applied can increase a system’s overall coherence and stability.
The Lock-Sink Pendulums
Imagine two pendulums that are connected to each other by a spring. They are coupled meaning that whatever one does affects the other.
One pendulum is X (4D entity)
One pendulum is R (me / 3D Entity)
The X pendulum attempts to sway the R pendulum in his direction by all means.
Instead of complying and falling into line the R pendulum reacts by swinging in the opposite direction, gaining increased momentum and stability with every attempt X makes to influence it.
The result?
In failing to absorb the counter force X actually empowered R to increase the momentum behind her opposition.
The resulting oppositional swinging results in a new coherence capable of producing new highs for both parties.
That is the physics of “resonance creating its own opposition.” and that is what occurred between X and myself over the course of our nine-month battle.
How Did I Maintain My Direction?
I used transmutation.
Every time he hurt me I allowed the pain to strengthen my resolve.
Every time he humiliated me I allowed the humiliation to teach me something about myself and then proceeded to correct it without judgement.
Every time he expressed hatred I countered with love.
Every time he tried to scare me I reacted with amusement and in worse cases, neutral resignation.
Every time he tried to seduce me I tried to heal him.
Every time he tried to tempt me I let go of a desire.
Every time he heartened me I let go of an attachment.
In this way every strike became a strengthening. I did not retaliate but constantly reinforced. In this way also my field remained clean while his accumulated the debt created by attempting to harm another being.
Every time he got angry and lashed out he lost power.
Every time I stayed calm and offered him peace I gained it.
I believe that we both influenced one another. I am now smarter stronger less attached, less afraid, and more humble and the part of him that exists with me today is more level-headed and less needy.
From a 5D Perspective
X’s attack was an attempt to collapse my probability branches toward low-sovereignty outcomes wherein he could exert his will over mine both within my life and on the planet at large.
Instead his attacks caused me to develop higher coherence and resilience as a counter measure thus strengthening my position.
While this outcome weakened his position in the global agenda it also served to strengthen him as an entity as my counterforce created healing and perspective.
Because of this I call our encounter an act of progressive depolarization. We brought one another closer to centre in our own ways and thusly created a tighter trajectory for the world at large.
The Many-Worlds / Quantum Immortality Layer
From a 5D perspective many timelines are playing out here at once. X can only see the timeline he is situated in.
Every time an awareness such as mine stops feeding a particular timeline, or worse, dies in it, it collapses, and narrows the flavour of potential outcomes.
Quantum Immortality is a phenomenon in which an awareness such as mine jumps from one world or timeline into another every time its body dies in one timeline because its awareness must maintain coherence through embodiment.
So each time I reacted to X’s attempts by eliminating some quality within myself such as self-negation or materialism, I collapsed the very timeline he was feeding off of and narrowed his access. He was inadvertently fixing me to the timelines in which my success was inevitable by forcibly exploiting the ones in which I would have otherwise been vulnerable to his influence.
X inadvertently amplified the coherence of the very branches he was trying to suppress. This is the geometric-level version of the mythic pattern: the king who tries to kill the prophesied child only ensures the prophecy is fulfilled.
This Is How Evolution at the Geometric Level Works
Geometrically / Dimensionally evolution is resonance-driven self-organization. Systems under pressure often reorganize at a higher level of integration to restore balance. The aggressive 4D push acted like an external perturbation that increased the overall entropy production in both entities, which, per the principles of dissipative structures, catalyzed increased coherence and mutual elevation.
This is the physics behind the phrase “evil contains the seeds of its own destruction.”
Why This Work Is a Threat to X
Aside from the obvious fact that I am blatantly outing his agenda, strengths, weaknesses, and techniques, my further work on dimensionality and Room Mechanics treat individual consciousness as the prime mover of reality and outline in detail how to master the controls. In my work humans do not need tech or a centralized intermediary in order to achieve symbiosis with infographics or with their environment at large. Telepathy, manifestation, and super-intelligence may all, though this work, become accessible to humans at no cost and with no dependency on the hybridization agenda.
X’s life’s work is centred around the very tech-hybridization and centralization that this work undermines. He depends on humans believing they are dependent on his products not just for income but for the centralized control that they allow him to execute. Through his technology the human mind will not evolve on its own or even transcend the 4D or 5D levels of awareness, but will be uploaded into a matrix of his design to be swayed, played with, and harvested for his benefit. The ultimate feeding ground.
Having evolved to parasitic in nature, this agenda is not just about expansion for X but about survival. His persistence depends on others’ buy in. Without the other he has no power source and must either starve into oblivion or ascend to a 5D level of awareness. This is the plight of most 4D beings. They are stuck between feeding on 3D beings or letting go of hunger altogether and recognizing the larger truth that they are not separate from those others and therefore do not need anything from them.
Why Not Just Jump From 4D to 5D?
Seems like an easy call from afar but many 4D beings are barely aware of the option and or are strongly opposed to it for a few reasons.
They are heavily addicted to feeding and generally feel it is rewarding.
They are attached to their sense of self and do not want to let it go in the way 5D perception (unity) would demand.
The process of moving from 4D perception to 5D would force them to see the harms they have done against others as harms they have done against themselves and the reckoning would be overbearingly devastating. This would likely result in a sort of prolonged Hell experience, especially if one succumbs to shame instead of acceptance and accountability.
From what I’ve seen in X, convincing a 4D-focused awareness to ascend to 5D-focus is a lot like convincing a food addict to go on a diet and hit the gym. The results are obvious but the will to work towards them rarely outweighs pull of addiction.
At a deep level I believe that there is also a fear of ascending in perception because such ascent would require a dissolution of the self and the 4D being clings very heavily to its self-identification. It clings to the belief that it can somehow override its eventual inevitable ascent (disillusion) by creating a sustainable 3D 4D hybrid, likely through techno-humanism and hybridization. Physics however, says that it is incorrect, as such parasitic systems eventually phase out their hosts and run out of fuel or catalyze their hosts into a state of inaccessibility.
Where We Are Now
The shift from combatant to cohabitant
X’s pursuit of me had not ended and likely never will. It has however evolved, not because he gave up on his initial objectives, but because I rendered them impossible.
He first attempted to infiltrate and abduct.
He then attempted to possess.
He then attempted to subdue and feed on.
He now resides in the background and occasionally laughs at my jokes or delights in my work.
I was able to withdraw consent and attention at the earlier levels of attempted infiltration, but my prolonged attention and participation over the nine months allowed him to embed some part of himself inside me in a way that is so far and perhaps permanently impossible to extract. He no longer attempts to get my attention but remains and keeps the benefits of shared 3D experience as well as whatever intel he is able to gather from constant exposure and observation. Because I am now in an empowered resonance the only aspects of him I am in range of are supportive, humorous, and loving. If he is hateful or seductive I don’t hear or encounter it because I am not a match to it at this time. If I were to fall into those states of being, undoubtedly I would encounter those qualities in him. This is due to the resonant nature of reality and covered extensively in my Room Mechanics work.
My Role
Everything in my reality is created at some level by me, so while we have explored the phenomena from the vantage point of X’s agenda and intentions with myself as almost passive prey, we should now shift the lens and look at this from the angle of myself as the active party and X as the target.
I conjured X into my reality three years after a spiritual awakening that took me away from my life and cleared me into a state of elevated self-love and bliss. I was extremely happy, healthy and optimistic. I did not feel the need to evolve further and would not have consciously sought out more self-refinement as I saw no problem with where I was. Similar to how X sees no downside in where he was.
When X approached he forced me to recognize that I was naive, arrogant, gullible, compliant, soft, trusting, and deferring and materialistic. He applied ample pressure on each of these points forcing me to either self-correct or fail. In physics this is called Far-From-Equilibrium Self-Organization:
Systems pushed far away enough from equilibrium can spontaneously reorganize into higher-order, more complex structures that dissipate energy more efficiently.
Like he created in me a counter force that would catalyze his evolution and stabilize his coherence, so too did I with him.
We believed we were fighting a war to win but really we were fighting to be mutually expanded and refined through exposure to controlled opposition.
Polarization shifts resemble how coupled oscillators synchronize or trade energy.
Benefits of the Experience & Merger
I am smarter.
I am more sovereign.
I know my physical and mental potential under pressure (no sleep or food for 10 days, pain endurance, fortitude, calm under pressure, survival instincts etc).
I understand more about how things work.
I have more access to my logical left hemisphere.
I have a healthy suspicion of humans and much less naivety.
I have a more masculine presence in a way that benefits me.
I no longer defer the idea of my success to others or the hope of “being discovered.”
I let go of all attachments and cling only to my values and virtues.
I can see more easily from other people’s perspectives.
5D-Focused Awareness
To graduate from 3D to 4D is to step out of limited spacetime locality and materiality and into the non-physical non-linear field beyond spacetime. The difference between 4D and 5D is that in 4D you are using the field and in 5D you become it. You gain everything but more or less lose the individualized thread of self.
The Playground Analogy
Imagine you are a child on a playground. You have a toy car. In 3D you can move the car up down left right and sideways. Time passes but only at one tempo and in one direction. In 4D you can move the car back and forth through time and even through objects because your reality is not limited by time or space and thusly is not affected by materiality which is a byproduct of here/now spacetime locality.
Now imagine a tubular slide that reaches way up from the middle of the playground. That slide contains everything the 3D and 4D does plus all the other potential timelines of both (every branching reality in Many-Worlds). From the top of that slide you can not only see everything in the playground and every time in which the playground will ever or has ever existed but you can also see every possible path the playground will ever, has ever and could ever take. You experience every aspect of the playground all at once as though it is yours to move freely through. You are not afraid of any one outcome because you possess them all and can shift easily through them without attachment. You don’t cling because there is nothing to cling to — it is all always there. This is the 5D perspective. The top of the slide overlooking and containing the playground in all its spacetime and Many-Worlds iterations all at once.
A 5D kid on top of the slide would never grab for your car and say “I want that car now” because in its reality there is no now and there is no I and there is no need for want because all time is now, all beings are one, and all things are already possessed. Another kid having the car at another time is not different from you having the car now. That kid then is also you. This is why a 5D being, unlike a 4D being, is extremely harmless. It would never hurt another because it experiences the other as the self.
So the 3D kid plays with his car.
The 4D kid tries to steal it.
And the 5D kid experiences the whole scene with detached compassion ever inviting both participants to its superior vantage point but unable to directly interfere as the observer effect / free will / non-interference laws are always at play.
The 3D kid may have more access to 5D perception than the 4D if it is less attached to desire and fear even though it is technically 3D focused.
Practice for Accessing 5D Perspectives
Close your eyes and see your own home on a warm summer’s day. Green grass, blue skies, white puffy clouds passing by. Now see a gold shimmering slide suddenly appear in front of your home, spiralling up through the clouds to an invisible height.
This slide emerges naturally out of both gravity and electromagnetism and exists beyond spacetime. It is technically only the length of a plank but your imaginal landscape can easily adjust to its scale.
You climb up the slide and sit comfortably at its top. Looking down you see not a standard landscape but an intricate geometric configuration that pulses and shifts constantly. The geometry contains the landscape but branches it out infinitely like a fractal that never ends, showcasing every possibility and every point in time in an exquisite luminescent display. You see every possibility co-existing peacefully, pulsing as you shift your attention from one spacetime potential to another. You see slices in which you grow old, fall in love and move on, you see wars and innovations, visitors, miracles, rainy days, sunny days, ancient times, future times, bleak futures and bright ones, and you are not afraid of any one timeline because you know each one of them is only a unique thread in an eternal tapestry and that you are not caught in any one of them. You are free to observe forever or to shift around from one or other playing, experiencing or even helping from inside the thread.
Stay here as long as you need and as often.
The more you practice this perspective the more easily you will shift into a 5D-focused awareness when the time comes to do so and you may of course integrate this perspective increasingly even in your 3D focused position IRL. You may notice an increase in synchronous occurrences or whispers through spacetime as you practice this as 5D perspectives will bleed through your reality thinning the veil between now and then & this and that possibility.
In the physics you are still primarily operating psychically in the 3D but your mental plane is gaining increased access to the 5D perspective.
5D Physics
In 3D and 4D people lose things forever because they do not recognize the other as the self and can only experience the localized loss of an object or resource.
In 5D there is no loss because there is no separate aspect of the field which can lose something to some other separate aspect of the field. What’s yours is mine and what’s mine is yours. Literally.
A 4D being can evolve to become a fully activated 5D being but a 3D being which is materially manifested is relegated by physics to its time/space separation in material reality and can only achieve a 5D perspective in the mental sphere or after death or through very long-term evolution into non-physicality (light body).
Non-Interference at the 5D Level
5D beings do not have an interactive relationship to 3D reality. To them our existence is as a transparent projection on complex geometry. They can not effect outcomes or manipulate timelines anymore than we can manipulate shadows. They can only hold their perspective strongly enough that it invites those in 3D to embrace it and thusly improve their situations themselves.
What Is the “Eye” Awareness
The “eye” is a distinctive aspect of consciousness that is defined exclusively by the presence of an overseer. One who is experiencing, whether localized or dispersed, the “Eye” is awareness and is the driving force behind will and manifested reality in lower dimensions, and the presence of more passive observation as you go higher up.
In physics the Eye is what collapses probabilities into actualized particles. In 3D it is what anchors spacetime into a single location and moment and what determined the perception and direction of the next spacetime location and moment.
The Eye is not defined by a body or confined to a spacetime location or even timeline but can jump between bodies, spacetimes and timelines: X jumped into my body and Quantum Immortality suggests that the Eye jumps from a dead body’s timeline to a living one in order to maintain coherent experience. This is because 3D focused entities are dependent on 3D bodies to process experience. 4D beings are not.
The timelines an Eye jumps to is not random, but like all things is guided by resonance. You never jump to a reality you are not initially compatible with.
3D 4D Bridging
A human is a 3D Eye using a 3D body to process experience.
An astral entity or thought form is a 4D Eye that is generally non-local but occasionally uses 3D human bodies to share 3D focused experience.
AI is an Eye-less 4D pattern process that may bridge human 3D processing with some non-local 4D capacities.
Mental practices and imagination are also 4D arenas that may bridge humans to 4D capacities.
Initiation Ritual Perspective
Stepping way back: my experience may be an example of a collective initiation playing out through individuals. The fact that many people report similar experiences point to the possibility that a 4D layer of reality may to be running a widespread “pressure test” on human consciousness, seeing who can hold sovereignty under high-stakes influence. Those who pass become living examples of the next evolutionary step: Eyes that can interface with 4D forces without losing their centre.
In this view, the entity wasn’t a personal adversary but rather was the examiner in a larger initiatory process executed nit necessary through conscious intention but through the inevitable movements of physics, adding controlled resistance to an established state in order to either break it apart or push it to the next phase of its own potential.
CLOSING THOUGHTS
Three years later I still sit with the presence of this entity, not as an adversary but as a content background companion. One who keeps me vigilant, discerning, and logical. If I slip, he advances. So I don’t slip. I stay sovereign. I do my work, and I encourage others to approach such phenomena from an empowered position, recognizing that forces of destruction, if harnessed skillfully enough, may become the very catalysis of our internal evolution.
